I read a book sometime ago that put some numbers to the amount of words a man can process in a 24 hour period and the number of words a woman can process in that same period of time. As you might guess the man’s number was much smaller than our female friend’s. Maybe that has been my problem lately? I have sat down in front of this computer late in the evening ready to blog – I close my eyes and try to corral the thoughts that are stampeding around in my head – and nothing happens. I must be over my word limit for the day! Maybe I need to write earlier in the day? Or maybe Carrie could use some of her excess word capacity to bail me out? She did not agree with that book at all. She quickly produced evidence (our cell phone bills) that I use more words in one month than she uses in 2 months!
I have been doing a lot of talking & thinking recently. Since the beginning of this year we have been wrestling with the reality that we may need to develop a new way to be involved in missions. For the past 3 years I have worked with I-TEC volunteers in countries like Haiti, Mexico, Bolivia, Honduras, Nigeria, and Papua New Guinea. Typically I try to travel to the project sites one week ahead of our volunteer Teams to make sure everything is ready for them to hit the ground running. I love to experience other places and the people God placed there. His creation is so wonderfully diverse! I wish everyone would venture out to another country- especially a developing nation- at least once in their life. These experiences have torn down old perceptions and build up a whole new outlook on life in my heart. I am no longer a “Proud American”! I have become a “Grateful American” – humbled by the gift that God gave me on my birthday. Citizenship in the most prosperous nation on earth was something I never earned – it was given to me. I have a difficult time talking about some of these experiences because a wave of tears crashes into the back of my eyes and flood out onto my checks. I think this happens when I realize how little I’ve done with this precious gift I’ve been given – life in the USA. This same emotion sweeps over me with twice the force when I think about a much greater gift that was given to me and every person that has ever accepted it – ETERNAL LIFE in God’s presence (Heaven), paid for by Him with The Blood of His Son – Jesus. What does all that mean? My friend Ron explains it well at ronsworld. Check out Free Gift & the Good Person Test.
This relationship with God is about so much more than doing what we are supposed to do and not doing what we shouldn’t do. God opened my eyes to a short passage in the Bible that I had never paid much attention too before. In Mark chapter 14 verse 7 Jesus is reclining at the table of Simon the Leper in Bethany when a woman named Mary (John 12:3) came into the room and poured a jar of expensive perfume on His head & feet as a sign of love and devotion to Him. This did not sit well with one of the men at the table and he let her know how he felt. He argued that this expensive perfume could have been sold to fund the charitable work of feeding the poor. Jesus – the same Jesus that told His Pharisee Host in Luke 14 “When you give a banquet, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind, and you will be blessed. Although they cannot repay you , you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous” - told the indignant objector to “Leave her alone”….. “She has done a beautiful thing to me. The poor you will always have with you, and you can help them any time you want. But you will not always have me”. Jesus could see the true motives behind their actions that day. He knew Mary was giving Him a gift of love and that Judas was just trying to look and sound righteous with his pious complaint. This scene has been re-created more times than the Cinderella story over the years. I confess that I have unwittingly played the role of Judas myself . God has humbled me by using this story to get me to understand that good things can be the enemy of great things. That might not be the point of this scripture – but it’s the point that I got! God knows our motives, and our values. He wants us to go beyond mere charity and service – He wants us to Experience Him, Worship Him, and pour ourselves out to Him like Mary poured out the perfume – lovingly, passionately, sacrificially.
And the poor? He’s got them covered – with or without us! Hard to believe isn’t it – especially when we don’t want to believe He could do it with out us. I’m not trying to diminish the impact of anyone’s ministry, we just need to be careful to avoid the trap of being driven by the sense that no one else could do this work like I do. There are a several job descriptions at home that no one else could do like you do -Husband, Wife, Mom, Dad – which should never take a back seat to any other position we may hold.
In my heart I have always wanted to serve Jesus like Mary – but too often I duplicated the actions of her sister Martha who was “…distracted by all the preparations that had to be made”. Luke 10:40. Martha, like Judas, was frustrated by Mary’s priorities. With all the work involved with serving a meal needing to be done, Mary sits down and Jesus feet and listens to Him talk. Again Mary’s priorities pleased Jesus and He gently encouraged frustrated Martha to join her.
God used these stories and others to open my eyes to the ministry right in front of me – our family. He loves the Vision of I-TEC – HE GAVE IT TO US! But He does not want anyone, in any ministry, to sacrifice their family in the pursuit of Vision Accomplished. He is not honored if we separate Matthew 28:18- 20 from Ephesians 5:25-33 – He gave us the ENTIRE Bible as “…a lamp to my feet and a light for my path”. Psalm 119:105.
So we are making some changes. In August we will be relocating so that I can start college in September. I will be pursuing an electrical engineering degree. Our long range goal is to teach at a technical college. Teaching, like whatever profession you have been called to (please read God is at Work by Ken Eldred) will be our ministry. Teaching will also create something that I never had as a contractor – a significant margin of time to devote to non-profit Missions ventures. For electrical contractors the summer months tend to be one of our busiest seasons. I am looking forward to having a career ministry that will run parallel with our missions ministry at I-TEC.
Jim & I are going to be leaving for Nigeria soon. We will work at SIM’s facility in Miango for three weeks before continuing on to Zambia to perform an electrical survey at the Zimba Hospital. Returning to the States in late May I will be home for just over a month. In July we are heading back to one of my favorite places in the world, Honduras. Check out www.escuelaelsembrador .org to see where we will be working.
God has blessed me with a great wife and a couple of awesome kids. I am looking forward to fewer good-byes and doing homework with my son – hopefully he can help me with mine! I will still be blogging every now and then. I hope something that I have said might be helpful to someone else. It is getting late and I am OUT OF WORDS!



















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